Friday, June 22, 2012

Retract that last post!!

Okay, so I said again that I was going to put up more posts about the past six or so months.....  As you can see I still haven't done that.  Boo on me I know!!  Well, this past year has been probably the worst year imaginable for me and the boys. So much has been changed (with out my choice might I add)  No, Im not perfect but  I had no control.  Anyway, life had made me so crazy busy.  I have moved in with my parents. I am STILL looking for a job.  I am trying to figure out arrangements for school on top of working.  Daycare arrangements....  and to top it all off I was the one that had to file divorce papers!  (making the past year short and to the point)  I have even lost site of being there for my kids half the time because I have become so caught up in trying to figure out what to do to keep them going (okay, myself going) and becoming a mom and a dad (care giver and the bread winner)  Yes, I have the support of my family and friends but I have been set in my ways thinking  "I have brought my 2 babies into this world, I am the one to take care of them and be there for them when ever possible. The thought of me going back to work, doing school and trying with all my heart to be with my kids as much as possible seems almost impossible for me right now."  So, that is why I have decided to quit blogging for my favorite 12 friends (lol) on my dear neglected blog and try to focus on myself and the kids a little more while I still can.  I am not getting rid of my blog and will try and get on as often as a can, meaning every month or two.  Yes, Boo again!  I love you all and will miss you for the next few weeks but hope you will forgive me and still check in every now and then.  Have an awesome Summer and I will talk to you guys when I can!!!


Love you
Jess

P.S.  a few pictures from random times since my last picture post, maybe this will help you come back and check on me :)  These are from our trip a few weeks ago to beautiful Seattle WA.








Monday, April 23, 2012

Well hello there!

So, I didn't realize it has been so long since my last post.  I have had lots more on my mind and I think the blog was the last thing I thought about....  Obviously, it has been neglected for too long.  A LOT has happened of the past few months so I will be doing a lot of catch up.
Well not to much for tonight but thought I would let everyone know i was back and planning on not being such a slacker, and pick up my game.

Till tomorrow?

Nighty night